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I've got to write it down.
November 05, 2008 06:43PM
Just had to write it down.
Dad's op went ok
. He had a stent fitted as he had a blockage in an artery, he'd been getting chest pains for a while. Quite a common procedure now, but worrying for us all all the same. I could cry with relief to be honest. Mum just phoned to say how he was. She sounded tired, it had been a long day, which involved Dad having to lay down for hours and hours, so he couldn't do anything for himself.
So glad it's all over. I'm looking forward to seeing him when he comes home tommorow
sounds of laughter..........
October 30, 2008 08:22AM
I am passing this on to you because it definitely worked for me and we all could use more calm in our lives. By following the simple advice I heard on a Medical TV show, I have finally found inner peace. A Doctor proclaimed the way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started.
So I looked around my house to see things I'd started and hadn't finished and, before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of shhhardonay, a bodle of Baileys, a butle of vocka, a pockage of Prunglies, tha mainder of bot Prozic and Valum scriptins, the res of the Chesescke an a box a chocolets.Yu haf no idr ha fkin gud I fel. Peas sen dis orn to dem yu fee ar in ned ov inr pece.
bring me down and down
October 20, 2008 05:44PM
Don't read this. Really. Don't bother.
I am so down at the moment. So many little things are getting me down that I thought if I wrote them down it would make me see how little they are and not worth my time worrying. So. Main problem? Work. I could leave, don't want to really, need to discuss problems I guess with head teacher. Lucy, school problems, minor really, she just needs to focus more. Dad, small op should be fine, still worried though. Phil's work, hmmm tricky out of my hands, but still brings us both down when he's worrying. Self esteem low, lower than that even. Confidence lacking and depleting all the while. Why? Need new challenge perhaps, prove something to myself and others? Who am I trying to impress? Friends? Sisters? MUM???!!!! I'm an adult for goodness sake. In who's eyes do I imagine seeing my self as inferior? Honestly? Everyone's..........
Don't look good do it?
Told you not to bother. Sorry.
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