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So lost
July 07, 2011 09:21AM
I forgot I have a blog. Maybe because I have little to put into it right now. I willpractice a fuller life if I can.
God, I am so drugged out for pain I don't know which way is up alot of the time.
One constant, God will see me through with good people like you.
I have learned to accept that I need a great deal of help and am now open to it. It is hard to relinquish independance.
I love you, yes YOU.
om,
Jim
Loving the alien
May 07, 2011 02:16PM
I find that the one constant in this body/mind/spirit morphed by chemical , the thing that makes it worth it is love.
Ahh, thinking of people and things I love and then loving them.
I want to hold you and be held.
I hope that comment wont be made to mean somet5hing it doesn't.
It is so cool to just put love out there with no direction, but is received.
om,
Jim
Closing down
August 06, 2010 05:49AM
I find myself closing down physically and mentally. AIDS meds no longer work and I haven't the strengh to give the fight I used to (or inclination) I could go through peoceedures that would maybe extend being alive, but not living. I would not be better than now.
I am just getting what I can out of things, sleeping MUCH and watching the journey.
No regrets.
I am on 520 mg of morphine each day and still in pain.
Time to go with the flow and stop the struggle, see where it leads.
I'll write more later.
This isn't good bye
om,
Jim
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