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Tomorrow's the end. AND I deleted this today!

January 18, 2010 09:16PM

But here it remains. Perhaps it's a sign. Only the future knows.

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Just when I'm thinking of canceling...

August 10, 2009 05:31AM

I realize this is still the place where I can share my most private thoughts. I sure wouldn't share some things on facebook.

4:20 am and I finally got up after nearly two hours of tossing and turning. Woke up and just couldn't get back to sleep. Then I started thinking.

I wish I could believe in God. I don't understand how some people can be so certain of His existence. He certainly has never seemed to have time for me; I gave up talking to him a long time ago.

It's not like I ever asked Him for frivolous things, either. It just seemed like He never listened. Believers would say that is connected to His will, that whatever I asked of Him was not His will. Why then, does He listen to some and not to others? Why would He not want to allow someone to be the best person they could possibly be and in return, help others to do the same? Why does He seem to want some of us continually floundering along like a bunch of fish, swimming in the wrong direction? That just doesn't make sense to me.

Why in the world would I start thinking about this because I can't sleep?

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Paula is...

February 24, 2009 09:13AM

Feeling a little overwhelmed at the moment. I have a lot on my mind.

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